only gonna be the fool one time.

2009-07-31T20:41:00.002+08:00

WHOOPS.
sorry ahh, i lost the password.
like real, ahahaha.
was busy lahh, no time to post.
hazz would give me that stare, say "yeahh right. u just bloody malas"
true lahh, hahaha. but i busy what, aper nak buat?

let's see...i didn't post about sarawak trip, AYG 2009 and VS 133rd Speech Day.
the major events lahh.
rest not really that important.

well, 'O' levels begun, malay onli, but still, everyone's working hard.
and i lost my wallet again. for what, 5th time? screw luck ahh.
life now is cramped up, between studies and cca commitments.
pretty tough, but it's been enjoyable.

i'll try to upate on a daily basis lahh okayy.
and hazz would say "my foot ahh.we'll see how long your reslove lasts"
i don't blame him, could be true, hahaha.
but till then, we'll see lorr.

this past week was the awesomest. ever. thank you.

2009-06-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

okayy, 2nd day of PK/HFS course at HTA over.
we stank, all of us :P
the sweaty uniform frm ytd had to be worn again todayy.
abit stupid rite?

ac2ally stayed up till 1220am last nite to type out notes frm ytd.
n printing 11 copies cost me 110 pieces of paper. n black ink nearly finish.
i tink redundant uhh. print so much at last 4got to print for myself siaa.
n the notes werent really useful for the test just now.

as xpected, all dat was needed for the test: COMMON SENSE. n some general knowledge.
1st half of todae was dedicated to finishing lecture for PK.
wahh, some ppl abit sick-minded uhh.
those who were there wuld noe wad we tokin abt.

benja, nick, natas, ramadan, keith, hafiz, adil n myself were crapping upp alot during the whole lecture uhh. played games, made weird noises etcetc. ahahaha, dam fun.
me n nick took turns copying notes again, yeahh.
afta lunch, evryone was sleepy.
benja, natas n nick were ac2ally sleeping. dang.
HFS lectures onli started then, culd c y they were so lethargic uhh.
wad a boring subject. by a boring lecturer.
we were all asking him to look up at the other rows instead of just the 1st one. where he was looking at throughout.

HFS quiz rounded off our day at HTA.
wahh siao, passing mark 18/20.
tink i got full marks though. evryone in our row probably.

dismissal was a fcuked-upp affair.
we were given 2 minutes to change out of full uniform attire.
amazing, we managed to.
then got this particular CI turned nasty.
whuds his prob, targetting our sch for no reason?
culdnt he c dat other schs were oso wearing tapered uniform pants?
n more hardcore ones to that.
the real uproar were when these words were mentioned:
"dnt tink i cannot c ur attire like dis ahh. especially the malays, dont tink that npcc like some kind of fashion runway."

i swear, evry single one of us felt like jumping out at him right there n then.
maybe we dint standardise our attire, but wad gave u the right to b a racist?
n if u wanted to single us malays out, y did u wait for e NFCs to jog past us then u say?
bloody coward.
u knew u were gonna b in big trouble if they heard ur comment, cos majority of them were malays.
dont tink we'll take dis lying down.
insulting our race is a bloody big offence, we'll make sure the relevant authorities are made known to this.
i wont mention ur name, save u some face lahh ehk.
hope ull get ur retribution one dayy.

i.cant.believe.it.
apparently, im departing to sarawak tmrw.
flight is at 840am.
whaddashyt siaa.
no one told me abt it, im not prepared for it, i dont feel like going at all.
crap uhh crap uhh crap uhh.

2 dikir barat trainings dat i haf missed now, tmrw being the 2nd one.
n most likely gonna miss the 3rd one too, cos i'll onli b back on tuesday.
god, im such a screweddupp vice-president. shud jus tell cikgu i wanna step down.
speech dayy is so close ardy. dikir is barely making progress.
not to mention im in flag contingent too.
dunno whether i'll b able to make the rush for MCS performance. sighh.

haiishh, gtg now, pack luggage for tmrw.
im so damn tired.

it's no surprise, i won't be here tomorrow...

2009-06-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

3 words to describe PK course todayy?
hot. Hot. HOT.

yeapp, imagine uhh, wear full uniform, everyone cramped tgt in dat hall, DAT HAS NO AIRCON.
supposed to be Harmony Hall siaa, nicer. n got aircon. tsktsktsk.
bring jacket for fun lahh.
woke upp like 4.30am? culdnt sleep uhh, for some reason.
mrt frm bedok to jurong east, baek. no seats all e wayy.
transfer to north-south line, oso no seats. all the wayy to chua chu kang.

promised meeting time was 7.15 at cck mrt. we left dat place at 7.45. whee.
keith n his amazing queue-cutting for Today newspaper xD
benja got possessed by some cck cemetery ghost on bus 172 there.
listening to his ipod nano, did some kind of spasm/dance, sing with no voice.
u malukan our sch lahh u. not to mention we were laughing. loudly.

so reach HTA, chiong change to full u, blahblahblah.
saw alot of familar ppl, NPAP, STC, even our previous Area 12.
lectures started at 9am. till 4.30pm. how, boring or not?
junyang, nick n myself were exchanging jokes. teling ghost stories. discussing abt religion. very informative :)

end, chiong change back to PT kit.
i swear vs ppl are spastic.
went out of HTA, saw 172 heading for the busstop.
everyone did 100m sprint to the busstop.
in the end wadd happened? no one boarded the bus.
so anthr 172 came. how many ppl boarded? 6 from 13 of us.
fed-upp, rest of us took 975.
end upp we reached Lot One before the other buggers.

had early dinner at mcdonalds.
we were like playin musical chairs there.
every time someone stand upp from their seat, one bumblebee tshirt zoop there book.
in the end still split upp._.

then the 3 telok kurau ppl come. chanel, jasmin, atiqah.
ohh, the horror. cheyy, no lahh.
so 3 of them, farhan, natas, yong wee n myself took mrt back tgt.
once again, no seats. WOOTS.
whooaahh chanel, must teach me how u smuggle in ur fries.
n next time fries spill on mrt, i dunwan clean upp uhh. summore jus now wearing sec 3 camp tshirt siaa. VS crest very clearly seen.
n jasmin, i not ur armrest-.-

currently waiting for junyang to go online, and finish typing up the notes from just now.
we got over 10 printing orders now. shytt.
apparently no one else bothered to copy down the slides just now, xcept for we 5 hardworking ppl. lols.

tmrw will be the last dayy we get to meet upp with the great ppl of Area 11.
sighh, gonna miss u guys so much.
by far the best area in the whole nation.
great memories have been taken, frm NPAP, STC '09, LMSC, n now PK/HFS.
hope we'll get to hang out in the future.

so, main objective of todayy wasnt met.
nearly lost my temper, luckily held it in check.
how much longer do we have to wait?
they say patience is a virtue.
but there's only so much patience a person can have.

we won't let it go for nothing...

2009-06-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

i tot dis dayy culdnt get any worse.
so much for shopping spree.
nvr even set one foot out of e hse todayy.
gawd, i cant wait for tmrw ardy.
rly nid some companions now.

some stuff haf rly been tiring me out.
its extraordinary the lengths sumone wuld go to for a frend.
some ppl question e sincerity shown.
he takes it in his stride, tries to prove to them dat he rly is sincere.
dn again, dere's only so much he cn take.
afta all, humans do haf limitations.

dn, y does his frend shows such great ignorance to wads goin on in the big picture?
r u faking it, or r u seriously dense?
pls, for everyone already embroiled in the situation, make ur case clear tmrw.
dnt jus consider ur own feelings, while other hearts are being torn.
if u rly dnt haf even a pennydrop of concern for e other party, jus say it.
btr than keeping it bottled-up, while we live in constant apprehension for e verdict.

off now, got to go prepare uniform for PK/HFS course tmrw at HTA.
n holiday plans haf been made, hweva much i dont wanna go.
dnt i haf e final say in my life animore?

to get to that one thing...

2009-06-09T09:19:00.001+08:00

sighh, anthr dayy of boredom begins.
wonder wads upp for me todayy?

sis goin to chalet, halerr.
parents nvr ever let me go to overnite chalet b4, yet she jus had to ask for it to b granted.
shant elaborate any further.

probably goin wif my dad to claim that bloody wireless router.
i dun tink we even haf a use for it, so dunno y we wanna claim.
dn again, its free, so yeahh.

mite b goin shopping too, finally.
bt i dunno whether to b hopeful or miserable.
when shopping for my clothes, tend to b VERY sombre affair for me.
i hope i dnt c new adult clothes in my cupboard racks todayy, enuff of em.
TSHIRTS pls, ppl.

tmrw is PK/Homefront Security course at HTA.
cant wait, will b a blast.
miss my groupies frm AREA 11 STC '09 like hell. GROUP 4, GROUP 4 GROUP 4...

peeping thru a tent flap, what do people see
if u wanna take a nap, do it secretly
meet us tonight, by the moonlight
meet us tonight all alone
we've got something to show u
somewhere in pulau ubin

icebreakers, jetty jump, IRC n more
treasure hunt, campfire, mosquitoes summore
super sian, kena pump, bcos of HELLO
no complaints, to HELLO, cos we wrong oso
we had fun, in this camp, with all of our friends
unfortunately, all good things, have to come to an end...
:)

yeahh, unforgettable affair, group 4.
we bunch of retards, but we bonded, hell yeahh.
no point posting abt experiences in e camp, other ppl haf already done dat.
will try to obtain photos as soon as possible from Mr Chan, dn can post liao.
till then, ciao.

will post abt 'shopping extravaganza' later. i think.

2009-06-08T11:40:00.000+08:00

yeah finally.
afta over 1 yr of no blogging, finally decided to start again.
yay me.
i swear, last time i try to do dis.
will TRY to update evrydae, when possible.

lols, yeah junyang, i did it. b4 12pm :p